Late

Howdie?? I couldn't sleep here. I just wanna play the Sims 3 and damn it, it's broken. It requested so-called reg code which I think I threw away few years ago. Well, I never keep anything more than 3 weeks. :( Great Lord, I still keep my promises during akad till now  Alhamdulillah. other than that matrimony swear, I bet nada. I just wanna play one shot of this game and I am really having this hatred in my heart right now. I hate EA...and I hate the creator of the game.-_-

I know, I'm not good enough in IT things. I just know how to ON the lappy, watching online muvies, randomly checking my FB/Twitter/Blogger... then playing games and OFF it or put it on Hibernate mode. That's it. Now, I feel terribly jerk. I'm sorry for me and I think I never think seriously of anything at all for all these time. I hate to admit it but I guess I just too embarrass to speak up! 1 thing I'm so sure enough in my life is to marry Mr A. That's it. Now, when come to think again of all years I'd wasted back then, I really want to puke and wanna to slap myself. How could I possibly be such an idiot, doing random things to myself. I should love myself much more than anyone else. I should get to know myself before I wanna know others. Damn it!

Ok, maybe because it's so late right now, I start to throw such bad words straight to this mess blog. I really wanna have a better life. Keep dreaming about good things and make it real some days. In Sha Allah. I'm not a very good doer but at least I'm trying my best to plan it. Just to think of planning my future, I wish I could just ignore unimportant people and just spend my life entirely with great people around me who worth my attention!

p/s: since I can't play game, I should get some sleep and have nicest dreams! Night ppl! xoxo