Goodbye IMU!

Assalam...

It was not easy to bid farewell to a place where I had so much memories. Everything that allowed me to grow and become who I am today. Of course it was not easy to go through some experiences I had in IMU but I guess it worth the journey.

Don't expect a long post to summarize my experience in IMU, but even the full story should remain undisclosed as it is needed to remind me that to become a better person is not an overnight work. 3 years in IMU taught a whole life worth of experiences.

I would love to thank the Almighty for giving me this chance to realize what I can do for me despite what people planned for me and today I can turn back and smile.

I would also want to thank my family, especially my beloved husband to blindly believes in me no matter how life was until today. I wish all the happiness possible in this world and hereafter for him. I love you sayang!

I want to thank all friends since primary school, secondary school, pre-diploma, diploma and colleagues who always there for me when I almost gave up at times. I wish the best for everyone.

Last but not the least, a million thanks to all lecturers in IMU: Mr. Alex, Dr. Nicole, Ms.Zuhrah, Dr. Abdoul, Mr Sara, Prof Menke, Ms Sam, Dr Ke, Ms Nurul, Dr Jana and few more lecturers from another faculty who taught me in IMU.

Learning is to me not only to get certificates or to get good jobs, but to remind me how important every single person that landed their roles in my life and how much they contributed along my journey to the finishing line. I truthfully know that with just thanking them is not enough but I pray that God will bless them in anything they do throughout their journey in life.


p/s: I am so grateful to graduate on time LOL... till then
xoxo... luv ya all!!!!!!

This is not a love story!

It was not a love story since the beginning.
It will never be.
This is a story of the descendants of Adam and Eve.
This is a story of two people who were destined to meet half-way from hell and heaven.
It started when the two people met each other for the first time and they thought they fell in love and they got married.
People won't judge but people talk. They will never stop talking.
Everyone is self-proclaimed wise man.
Everyone dreams of beautiful life and no one ever wants a bad ending to their love stories.
So do these two people. They thought they were so in love and nothing could tear them apart.
They thought they had accepted each other's past, but they had failed each other's hopes.



To be continued.....

Review: Mbuji [boo:ji] Cafe

Hi everyone! Today I will share about my experience trying coffee in this cafe called Mbuji [pronounced as boo-ji]. This cafe has few other branches and the one I went to is in IOI Mall, Puchong. This cafe is situated on the first floor, just the opposite of Vincci, new wing of IOI Mall. With the theme of Africa with animals and the cosy seats, despite the small size shop, everything here is amazing especially the taste of the drink/coffee. You can try different types of coffee [beans] from various place, however, they will blend it with their house blend beans but the taste won't disappoint you at all. Again, if you are a coffee lover that has lower acidity taste, the coffee here is a must try one!

This is just caramel latte! The bitter taste is just awesome...... :)

And this is us! Me and Alyaa!

We were here initially not just for the coffee, but actually Alyaa had requested to watch Home movie after few days having fever and just staying at home... So, while waiting for the movie to start, we decided to hang out here first and we never regret that!!!! Or maybe just my pocket lor.....ahahahhahhahaha

Price: *** /5

Location: **** /5

Menu: **** /5

Benci atau Cinta?

Bismillah....

It's Valentine's Day! Sambil mengunyah cekelat Hershey's [Milk Chocolate with Almonds' flavored], aku gigihkan diri nak posting something dengan theme of love and hate.

I don't celebrate Valentine's day, sabar yek, jangan sentap nak pangkah jek. Sebab post ini bukan kerana hari ini jek. Tapi sebab aku realized something about love, something bout hate/hatred. And I really have the urge nak share this. Harap jangan cepat melatah, aku bukan nak posting bersempena apa2 events pon. Just because....

What is LOVE? the definition? maknanya? is it a noun? is it a verb? is it an adjective? or is it all?
My definition of LOVE is simple. Love is something that give me the strength to fight for and never let it go away ! dalam bahasa kasarnya, cinta/sayang/kasih tu something yang kita tak senang2 nak give up. Biasa kita dengar, cinta itu is to let it go and if it is really for you then it will come back to u; itu BULLSHIT!!!!

What is HATE?
My definition of hate is that you won't regret if you let go of someone and never had the                 dream to get him/her back.

Mengarut kan? Yes, life is mengarut. To live is nonsense, to die is even worse! SHould I care what people think of me doing things I wanna do to make me happy? Should you care about people who don't worth to be in your life and to die for?

So, what is the most important thing then to care about?
It's your happiness! Because, even you listened to everyone's opinions and comments or even worse insults about you running your life the way you did; It's you who will live your life in the end of the day. It's you who will take the burden! No one I bet will stay and help you to get throught all the bullshit things, your life's waves and your life's tragedies!

Before you love others, try your best to love yourself first; because once no one is there to love you, you at least have you to love you!

So, I guess, being independent is not an easy task. Loving yourself is part of the rules of being independent. Yes, if you ask people who are happily in love or in a good relationship, they won't have the ability to tell the worst scenarios in relationship; but asking people who are deeply injured in relationships, you might get the right and real answers.

Judging people from what you feel, what you see is not  a good way to do. You might see only the surface of their lives, but do you know how they survived those kind of lives?

You might think marrying or engaging to the person with the same age or slightly older or younger from you is the greatest thing to do in YOUR life!
For some people [like ME!], marrying people with so much gaps of age is better for them; since I love to boss around and I can't survive a day with a spouse who is under my thumb! I need a MAN to tame my inner beast!

You might have deluded that people who got married with older guys were doing so because they are gold-diggers, searching for substitute love [no father since childhood!] or maybe they just simply have NO CHOICE!

Just because you came from an incomplete family, with no father who took care fully of you and your siblings, and some women took your father away from your MOM, it doesn't mean that the woman with much OLDER guy is a BAD WOMAN/ husband-thief!

Get a life! Because the world is not ONLY revolved around YOU. Millions of people are living on this very old earth too.

So, that's all! XOXO


 p/s: Spread love not hatred!

Blind Dates?!

Bismillah...

We are all dah enter February of 2015.... There are so many good and sad news on medias. As the latest one, the one with the story of a student being killed by a man [I don't want to make any speculation regarding to their relationship status]. Let's just focus on what had happened to the girl, that's all!!

This story reminds me of my own blind dates experience [even though in the girl story, i don't know whether it's a blind date or what so ever!].

During my diploma years in UiTM Shah Alam, I was having 2 blind dates in one time slot.. Crazy enough, wait!!! I even asked my beloved roommates to play my role as ME to one of the blind date. I think 2 of them might still remember that memory..lol

And me?? stupidly went to another blind date; don't worry, I went to have dinner at Food court in Section 11 Shah Alam only.... Thank god, I went back to the dorm safely after the dinner... And my 2 friends, really enjoyed their dinner at special Koay Teow kerang place near Tasik Shah Alam.... Lucky girls with nice man.... Me? He was ok, just a doctor with commitment phobic!!! enough said... :p

My opinion..

The sad truth, youngsters nowadays suka mencuba, suka nak explore things including la relationships.

I can't judge them all or anyone; the most important thing to bare in mind, please love yourself and don't easily trust anyone because in worst case scenario, even your shadow tends to betray you.

Please inform your close friends or siblings if you really need to meet strangers if you really can't say no to your urge!

Please make sure your cellphone is in full battery or you have enough credits or you CAN at least sms someone if you need help!!!

People can point out to your faults and forget that they had been in your age once! We want to explore and never stop, but please be careful always!!!!

We cannot predict people easily even our best friends and spouses or even worst our own siblings and family!!!! So just be careful of your surrounding!!

p/s: I don't regret my past at all, I was blessed to try everything back then and become who I am today!

Happy Birthday To Me!!!!

Bismillah...

29/12/85-29/12/14

29 Years Old on this 29th DEC .. Alhamdulillah. Thank you for the wishes and prayers.

First of all, thank you Allah *syukur Ya Allah* for the 29 years you gave me.

Thank you Mama n Bob for being such wonderful parents. I know you guys tried the best but Allah knows better what best for me.

Thank you my dear Husband for being patience, supportive and non-judgmental for who I am.

Thank you to my siblings, nephews & nieces for having me as you family.

Thank you Alyaa for being there for me through thick and thin, despite of my lackness in motherhood!

Thank you to all friends, whoever you are, who are always there for me and ignore my bad mouth! *not funny*

Thank you to all teachers,lecturers,professors and all academicians!

Thank you to ALL!

p/s: thank you to me! hehehe

Edge of Night (Pippin's Song)