Pejam celik pejam celik dah hampir ke penghujung perjalanan degree Nad. Pelbagai cabaran dan dugaan sepanjang pengajian Nad di IMU dan most of the time Nad pancit dan bangkit semula sebab Nad sedar, nasib Nad dan masa depan Nad hanya Nad yang boleh corak dan bentuk selain doa dan serahkan pada Dia.
Hari ni, Nad berjaya menyudahkan Semester 8 Nad dengan presentation about Nad punye experience throughout Industrial Attachment a.k.a Internship. Hopefully semuanya dipermudahkan dan Nad dapat buat terbaik untuk semester akhir Nad nanti.
So, untuk semester akhir ni Nad ada 3 modules dan satu thesis untuk disiapkan dan barulah Nad bergelar siswazah.. cewahhhh In Sha Allah... Well, banyak yang Nad akan rindu dan geram dengan IMU tapi di sinilah Nad menimba ilmu baru dan amat bermakna pada diri Nad.
Sepanjang pengajian Nad, banyak Nad belajar dan banyak peristiwa yang mengubah perception Nad dengan life dan diri sendiri. Nad belajar sayangkan diri sendiri dan belajar tentang priority sebagai manusia dan yang penting Nad sedar Nad bukanlah Superwoman yang ada super power yang mampu dalam segala perkara. Human was born with limitations.
Please pray for Nad dapat kekalkan pencapaian cemerlang untuk semester akhir ni. Nad tak sabar nak plan life after dah graduate. Nad nak fokus dengan keluarga, especially membantu Mr A dengan online business dia and also Alyaa untuk menempuhi UPSR tak lama lagi tu...
Till then...
"We might hurt ourselves and others throughout life, but no one will live this life as you!"
Showing posts with label semester. Show all posts
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Friday, October 2, 2015
Monday, September 21, 2015
Last week of Internship in Living Hope!
Aloha!
Dah hampir 3 bulan Nad intern di Living Hope. So many things happened and learned from this internship. Hopefully Nad dah beri yang terbaik buat semua. Sepanjang menjalani internship, Nad banyak buat reflections. Either about the internship itself or many things such as life, relationships and even death. Banyak perkara yang Nad kenal dan belajar sepanjang 3 bulan ni. With no classes, no IMU, no classmates and nothing, Nad rasa perbezaan yang amat ketara dengan hidup. Many questions popped out eventually dan Nad seolah-olah nampak what I want to be sooner. I DON'T WANT TO WORK again, anymore. Maybe nak tolong Mr A berniaga online or if possible I really need to work pun, Nad akan pilih the place yang better than what I normally had before.
Meaning, Nad nak cari tempat kerja yang ada colleagues yang lebih daripada 3 orang. No ad-hoc tasks all the time. No one will take advantage of me yang SANGAT SUSAH says NO to anyone. I always end-up doing others' tasks and not relevant tasks.
However, I know bukan senang nak dapat apa yang kita minta. So many people yang berjaya bertahan lama sebab they are so strong mentally and Nad sangat salute those people and really hope Nad akan jadi macam mereka kelak. One sweet day! So, 23rd September nanti last day Nad at Living Hope. 8th November pula Nad akan jadi volunteer for their Charity Bazaar di The School, Jaya One. Well, paling tak sabar nak masuk IMU dan habiskan semester akhir Nad, In Sha Allah.
Sedih pun ya sebab tak pasti apa yang Nad akan buat after this. Nak sambung belajarlagi pon ya tapi nak kena kumpul dana sebab niat nak guna own money for Master and PhD. Wah sangatlah over cita-cita Nad but god willing, who knows?!
So, stay tuned!
Dah hampir 3 bulan Nad intern di Living Hope. So many things happened and learned from this internship. Hopefully Nad dah beri yang terbaik buat semua. Sepanjang menjalani internship, Nad banyak buat reflections. Either about the internship itself or many things such as life, relationships and even death. Banyak perkara yang Nad kenal dan belajar sepanjang 3 bulan ni. With no classes, no IMU, no classmates and nothing, Nad rasa perbezaan yang amat ketara dengan hidup. Many questions popped out eventually dan Nad seolah-olah nampak what I want to be sooner. I DON'T WANT TO WORK again, anymore. Maybe nak tolong Mr A berniaga online or if possible I really need to work pun, Nad akan pilih the place yang better than what I normally had before.
Meaning, Nad nak cari tempat kerja yang ada colleagues yang lebih daripada 3 orang. No ad-hoc tasks all the time. No one will take advantage of me yang SANGAT SUSAH says NO to anyone. I always end-up doing others' tasks and not relevant tasks.
However, I know bukan senang nak dapat apa yang kita minta. So many people yang berjaya bertahan lama sebab they are so strong mentally and Nad sangat salute those people and really hope Nad akan jadi macam mereka kelak. One sweet day! So, 23rd September nanti last day Nad at Living Hope. 8th November pula Nad akan jadi volunteer for their Charity Bazaar di The School, Jaya One. Well, paling tak sabar nak masuk IMU dan habiskan semester akhir Nad, In Sha Allah.
Sedih pun ya sebab tak pasti apa yang Nad akan buat after this. Nak sambung belajarlagi pon ya tapi nak kena kumpul dana sebab niat nak guna own money for Master and PhD. Wah sangatlah over cita-cita Nad but god willing, who knows?!
So, stay tuned!
Thursday, September 3, 2015
The last month of Internship
Bismillah....
Time flies really fast nowadays. Or maybe because I don't really bother much about the time or maybe because I'm too busy with everything at work?! I'm not so sure bout that. Most important thing now is that I wish and pray this will end nicely and everyone is happy.
In 3 weeks time, I will end the internship weeks in IMU with others and I really miss IMU and the hectic days there. I love being student and I can't imagine just yet to be working again for the time being. Am I too selfish? Am I still immature turd to be thinking that or not to be thinking of working now?
Oh crap! I just want to enjoy life as it is not like I'm having forever to be regret of living like a programmed doll. Oh please, not again.
As for now, I want to restructure my life back and be happy with my present before I ever worrying about my unknown future. Sounds like a plan - yay or nay?!
For my first step on being positive human being, I will surround myself with good and kind-hearted people who won't have time to be pretentious human being just to be seen better than anyone else.
Been reading good books recently and I tried my best to apply good tips for my current way of life and not to compare my life with others especially those who seems to be so dramatically pretentious.
Hope to write more soon. But for now, just a quick sharing about my internship experience in Living Hope:
Working was never ever will be my forte and even though I know how hard I work to accomplish every task given, nothing could compare to acknowledgment from those who you helped a lot in the process. But to struggle with daily task and the need to satisfy everyone, working is far from easy. Maybe I made it seems like I was too easy to be told to do everything and took all the blamed and left the credits to those who just good in giving orders; then I'm guilty at charge. Even in my personal report, I lost every important details to tell but I guess, this is the price for me to pay for being easy.
See ya soon!
Ilalliqa'
Time flies really fast nowadays. Or maybe because I don't really bother much about the time or maybe because I'm too busy with everything at work?! I'm not so sure bout that. Most important thing now is that I wish and pray this will end nicely and everyone is happy.
In 3 weeks time, I will end the internship weeks in IMU with others and I really miss IMU and the hectic days there. I love being student and I can't imagine just yet to be working again for the time being. Am I too selfish? Am I still immature turd to be thinking that or not to be thinking of working now?
Oh crap! I just want to enjoy life as it is not like I'm having forever to be regret of living like a programmed doll. Oh please, not again.
As for now, I want to restructure my life back and be happy with my present before I ever worrying about my unknown future. Sounds like a plan - yay or nay?!
For my first step on being positive human being, I will surround myself with good and kind-hearted people who won't have time to be pretentious human being just to be seen better than anyone else.
Been reading good books recently and I tried my best to apply good tips for my current way of life and not to compare my life with others especially those who seems to be so dramatically pretentious.
Hope to write more soon. But for now, just a quick sharing about my internship experience in Living Hope:
Working was never ever will be my forte and even though I know how hard I work to accomplish every task given, nothing could compare to acknowledgment from those who you helped a lot in the process. But to struggle with daily task and the need to satisfy everyone, working is far from easy. Maybe I made it seems like I was too easy to be told to do everything and took all the blamed and left the credits to those who just good in giving orders; then I'm guilty at charge. Even in my personal report, I lost every important details to tell but I guess, this is the price for me to pay for being easy.
See ya soon!
Ilalliqa'
Sunday, July 5, 2015
Goodbye Semester 7!!!
Bismillah...
Alhamdulillah, after almost 3 years of sacrificing period, I could finally pass my second year and there are only 2 more semesters left before graduating. I should thank my husband for his unconditional supports; financially & morally. Also to the family, lecturers and friends.
I realize that doing something that I chose from the beginning really worth everything in my life. I won't say I am best at doing this, but at least I'm doing this whole-heartedly. No worries about getting scolded by anyone, no worries of being judged and no worries about failing!
IMU taught me many new things. I would not appreciate anything more than the things I had now if I don't do this. I started to miss IMU and the people attached to it. Soon enough, I will be leaving this University and start new life without assignments, datelines and traffics (I wish!).
The same feeling I had long time ago when I was about to finished my Diploma in UiTM Shah Alam. Every day I kept thinking on what to do after this, and how to survive without going to university, to classes, not meeting my classmates and the list was endless. Now, what should I do after finishing my degree (In Sha Allah!)? Should I accept the offer* or not? Should I just be a stay-at-home mom/wife? Should I apply for new jobs?
3 years ago, I never planned for this moment at all. I might be known as someone who basically well-planned but seriously, I never even think of finishing my degree and moving on with normal boring life! Well, it's not totally boring but still, you might agree if I say life without anything to accomplish is darn boring!!!!! At least for me!
I will start semester 8 tomorrow. I hope for the best and everything will be just fine for me. I really want to have good experience during my internship period and expand my network of friends and colleagues. May Allah ease everything, In Sha Allah!
p/s: It's still Ramadhan, and time is running so fast. 10 more days for Ramadhan to leave us! Please pray for my journey in this! xoxo
*indicates secret offer...lol
Alhamdulillah, after almost 3 years of sacrificing period, I could finally pass my second year and there are only 2 more semesters left before graduating. I should thank my husband for his unconditional supports; financially & morally. Also to the family, lecturers and friends.
I realize that doing something that I chose from the beginning really worth everything in my life. I won't say I am best at doing this, but at least I'm doing this whole-heartedly. No worries about getting scolded by anyone, no worries of being judged and no worries about failing!
IMU taught me many new things. I would not appreciate anything more than the things I had now if I don't do this. I started to miss IMU and the people attached to it. Soon enough, I will be leaving this University and start new life without assignments, datelines and traffics (I wish!).
The same feeling I had long time ago when I was about to finished my Diploma in UiTM Shah Alam. Every day I kept thinking on what to do after this, and how to survive without going to university, to classes, not meeting my classmates and the list was endless. Now, what should I do after finishing my degree (In Sha Allah!)? Should I accept the offer* or not? Should I just be a stay-at-home mom/wife? Should I apply for new jobs?
3 years ago, I never planned for this moment at all. I might be known as someone who basically well-planned but seriously, I never even think of finishing my degree and moving on with normal boring life! Well, it's not totally boring but still, you might agree if I say life without anything to accomplish is darn boring!!!!! At least for me!
I will start semester 8 tomorrow. I hope for the best and everything will be just fine for me. I really want to have good experience during my internship period and expand my network of friends and colleagues. May Allah ease everything, In Sha Allah!
p/s: It's still Ramadhan, and time is running so fast. 10 more days for Ramadhan to leave us! Please pray for my journey in this! xoxo
*indicates secret offer...lol
Wednesday, June 10, 2015
EOS 7 is coming!!!
Hello hai!
I was here writing simply random things when I was supposed to study for my upcoming exam next week. I was so nervous but at the same time, I craved for so many types of food. Typical me, duh! Well, there were too many things going on in my life lately and none was so exciting except for the Superb Presentation done by me and my beloved partner, Diandra! Thank you for making everything as smooth as possible, DD!
As for my personal journey of life, I was still desperately looking for lots of opportunities to get out from my comfort zone, and I really hope everything will be as planned before. I have 2 weeks of study break this semester but I wish I could make full use of those days and sadly, my head and body cannot cooperate at all. I feellazy sick most of the time and procrastinate at my best. I want to study really bad but I guess my brain was too tired of too much dramas lately in life.
Oh yes, Ramadhan will be coming so soon too. It would be the day after my 3rd paper for exam, so basically I will sit for last paper during fasting day! Awesome. Please give strength to see water bottles everywhere, God! lol, just kidding. I really look forward for Ramadhan month every year even though I won't say I am a good person who loves to fast but I love the scenes and activities during Ramadhan. Food is literally everywhere soon, especially in PARAM (pasar Ramadhan). Therefore, there is no more excuse not to puasa!
So, what to cook today? Simple dishes only such as fried chicken, fish in coconut milk sauce, and cucumber as the side dish. And of course sambal belacan (super-spicy/hot chillis paste with prawn paste).
And, nothing else to share for now. Hopefully, after I finished with exam, I will have the mood to update more!
I was here writing simply random things when I was supposed to study for my upcoming exam next week. I was so nervous but at the same time, I craved for so many types of food. Typical me, duh! Well, there were too many things going on in my life lately and none was so exciting except for the Superb Presentation done by me and my beloved partner, Diandra! Thank you for making everything as smooth as possible, DD!
As for my personal journey of life, I was still desperately looking for lots of opportunities to get out from my comfort zone, and I really hope everything will be as planned before. I have 2 weeks of study break this semester but I wish I could make full use of those days and sadly, my head and body cannot cooperate at all. I feel
Oh yes, Ramadhan will be coming so soon too. It would be the day after my 3rd paper for exam, so basically I will sit for last paper during fasting day! Awesome. Please give strength to see water bottles everywhere, God! lol, just kidding. I really look forward for Ramadhan month every year even though I won't say I am a good person who loves to fast but I love the scenes and activities during Ramadhan. Food is literally everywhere soon, especially in PARAM (pasar Ramadhan). Therefore, there is no more excuse not to puasa!
So, what to cook today? Simple dishes only such as fried chicken, fish in coconut milk sauce, and cucumber as the side dish. And of course sambal belacan (super-spicy/hot chillis paste with prawn paste).
And, nothing else to share for now. Hopefully, after I finished with exam, I will have the mood to update more!
Saturday, February 7, 2015
Entering New Semester & Final Year !!!!
Bismillah...
Alhamdulillah, syukur ke hadrat Allah S.W.T, EOS 6's result tak mengecewakan dan sangat2 puas hati. Whatever pon, I hope I could do better this time and no more emotional attempts..ehheheheh
Semester 7 nanti starts on 23rd February and so many things will be there!
The most scary part must be the THESIS part. lol...
Then 4 more subjects:
Alhamdulillah, syukur ke hadrat Allah S.W.T, EOS 6's result tak mengecewakan dan sangat2 puas hati. Whatever pon, I hope I could do better this time and no more emotional attempts..ehheheheh
Semester 7 nanti starts on 23rd February and so many things will be there!
The most scary part must be the THESIS part. lol...
Then 4 more subjects:
- Social Psychology
- Intelligence
- Drugs & Behaviour
- Major: Practicum 2 [Group Counselling]
So, it actually 5 things to beat next semester. Please, pray for me too!!!! I'm excited and scared at the same time but I think, nothing is impossible for those who try their best, In Sha Allah....
Well, that's all for now!
Wish me luck for my Final Year.....
Thursday, February 5, 2015
It's tomorrow and I am so scared!
Bismillah...
Well, after tonnes of panic attacks last 3 weeks, and tomorrow, EOS 6's result will come out!!!
I am so scared and never ready to see the email and then to retrieve the slip at Academic service. OMG!
Well, I just hope for the best and the strength to get the best or the worst! Amin........
Every semester, I just start with so many hopes and resolutions in mind but in the middle of the semester I will start shaking a bit. I will then lose control of everything and mentally down.
I really hope to finish this journey and face the future as I planned before.
I really need to finish this journey and be proud about it, not for anyone else, BUT ME!
But, I admit that sometimes it is hard to pretend I am good enough and be able to get through each semester ALIVE.
I hope I could say goodbye to SEMESTER 6 and start my SEMESTER 7 with extra courage and spirit!
Well, after tonnes of panic attacks last 3 weeks, and tomorrow, EOS 6's result will come out!!!
I am so scared and never ready to see the email and then to retrieve the slip at Academic service. OMG!
Well, I just hope for the best and the strength to get the best or the worst! Amin........
Every semester, I just start with so many hopes and resolutions in mind but in the middle of the semester I will start shaking a bit. I will then lose control of everything and mentally down.
I really hope to finish this journey and face the future as I planned before.
I really need to finish this journey and be proud about it, not for anyone else, BUT ME!
But, I admit that sometimes it is hard to pretend I am good enough and be able to get through each semester ALIVE.
I hope I could say goodbye to SEMESTER 6 and start my SEMESTER 7 with extra courage and spirit!
Sunday, January 18, 2015
EOS 6 starts Tomorrow !!!
Bismillah....
Tomorrow is the day... I really hope that I can do my best after few weeks of preparing for the EOS week. Since I will be having back2back exam papers, 19 till 22 Jan 2015... 4 modules [2 morning papers + 2 afternoon papers] and listening to Taylor's Blank Space right now while writing this post - I'm so sure I don't want any blank space in my answer sheets for my EOS 6... LoL *ok lame joke* But please dear God, give me the best of the best-est memories for tomorrow and after..amin...
What to do after exam ends? I have no idea. Maybe I can go travelling. But still depending on my monthly budget. As long as I have good feelings after exam ends, than I should at least reward myself right? Maybe I will just follow my friends on their vacation or trips to anywhere.... MAYBE!!!
Anyhow, let's just pray for the smooth and successful EOS 6 everyone!!!!! Amin
p/s: I can't wait to say goodbye to SEMESTER 6!!!!!
Tomorrow is the day... I really hope that I can do my best after few weeks of preparing for the EOS week. Since I will be having back2back exam papers, 19 till 22 Jan 2015... 4 modules [2 morning papers + 2 afternoon papers] and listening to Taylor's Blank Space right now while writing this post - I'm so sure I don't want any blank space in my answer sheets for my EOS 6... LoL *ok lame joke* But please dear God, give me the best of the best-est memories for tomorrow and after..amin...
What to do after exam ends? I have no idea. Maybe I can go travelling. But still depending on my monthly budget. As long as I have good feelings after exam ends, than I should at least reward myself right? Maybe I will just follow my friends on their vacation or trips to anywhere.... MAYBE!!!
Anyhow, let's just pray for the smooth and successful EOS 6 everyone!!!!! Amin
p/s: I can't wait to say goodbye to SEMESTER 6!!!!!
Thursday, December 25, 2014
It's Xmas today!
Xmas Day today!
Halo,
Happy holiday to all friends, especially the ones who celebrates Xmas.
Enjoy the day with your loved ones and visitors. Whether you organize open house or not, just enjoy your day mates!!!!
Well, I was invited by my friend, Diandra to her open house today, since I never went to any of Xmas celebration before, so I really happy and excited to attend one... hehe tqvm for inviting me n my family DD.!!!!
What should I wear, of course my new shawl I received yesterday evening. TQ DRahmah Boutique for the pretty & comfortable shawls. *this is not an advertisement post*
So, that's for now! Happy Holiday guys!!! XOXO
p/s: This is my blogpost,not yours! So I can post whatever I want to and free to write it too!!!! XOXO
Halo,
Happy holiday to all friends, especially the ones who celebrates Xmas.
Enjoy the day with your loved ones and visitors. Whether you organize open house or not, just enjoy your day mates!!!!
Well, I was invited by my friend, Diandra to her open house today, since I never went to any of Xmas celebration before, so I really happy and excited to attend one... hehe tqvm for inviting me n my family DD.!!!!
What should I wear, of course my new shawl I received yesterday evening. TQ DRahmah Boutique for the pretty & comfortable shawls. *this is not an advertisement post*
So, that's for now! Happy Holiday guys!!! XOXO
p/s: This is my blogpost,not yours! So I can post whatever I want to and free to write it too!!!! XOXO
Wednesday, February 19, 2014
Jadual dah keluar
Kemain lagi excited everytime tunggu jadual semester baru keluar di portal e-learning... Macam budak2 baru nak up jek gayaku.... Siap refresh few times sebab nak tengok dah uploaded ke belum. One of several unknown reasons is sebab curious apa subjects yang nak dihadap sem 4 ni pulak. So, inilah 6[ENAM][SITTAH] modules/subjects yang bakal menghantuiku this sem:-
- Elective: Counseling Skills [sem 4 dah kena amik majoring....baru jek nak merasa honeymoon sem.....hek ko honeymoon :( ]
- Memory [elok sangatlah....untuk warga tak berapa nak emas ni.....mengilatkan lagi memory aku dengan menghafal notes semua]
- Adulthood [Finally, selepas adolescence...infancy & childhood.....la ni......kita belajar pasai org dewasa.....eh pasal aku ke????]
- Motivation and Emotion [ermmmm....erm........ok emosi skg ni.....takde nak motivasi dah]
- Cognitive Psychology [Omgeeee...... bio lagi ke?????? ingatkan lepas Biopsych dah selamat.... :'( ]
- Professional and Ethical Issues in Psychology [ha ni acane ni....acane ni........]
Well, basically [basic ke?] these are the subjects for Semester 4...permulaan yang hebat untuk second Year.... Bismillah....semoga dipermudahkan segalanya...amin
Thursday, February 14, 2013
IMU : First memorable week!
Halu.... Sorry ye, lama tak mampu jengah sepenuh hati ke sini. Sangat rindu tetapi apakan daya, tangan lenguh menyalin notes. Nak menghafal so kenalah salin balik semua print-out notes tu. huhuhu. Well, Alhamdulillah minggu pertama di IMU, semua berjalan lancar. Syukurlah dikurniakan classmates yang sekepala dan tak lokek membantu sepanjang di campus. The lecturers so far ok lah since ada foreign lecturer, agak pitam jugak nak faham his accent, but overall, everything is fine.
Banyak juga kenangan minggu pertama dan kedua yang lawak tetapi hanya mampu kusimpan kejap dalam memoriku. Al-maklumlah, segalanya pun kebetulan..lalallalallalalala. Hopefully, later on ku dapat gilap semula English ku yang semakin rusty....huhuhuhu harapnya lah...... Masa terasa pantas dan makin penat jari nak menyalin notes yang lecturers duk update di portal. :( Mana nak baca dan faham lagi....belum nak hafal lagi.
One more thing, dalam pada nak elak subject calculation/maths related....Dapat terus 1st sem Statistics. Terkejut seniors bila tahu kami dah kena amik Stats on 1st sem. apalah nasib kami......huhuhuhu
p/s : Usaha Lift kejayaan....amin
Saturday, February 2, 2013
Study mode is ON
The sad part of self-studies is, I have the continuously yawning habit plus I always need to rewrite everything in order to memorise them all. :( Gifted rusty brain is really challenging when it comes to memorising procedure....I need to beat this laziness and try my very best to excel this semester....In sha Allah... please pray for me ok!!!!
I hope this semester I can do the best. I really wanna score in all subjects especially statistics 1 and research methods... amin....I will have no enough time to update my beloved blog after this but I hope I will always have time to study well!!! Yeayyyy....!!!!
P/s: hopefully, I will get 3pointer above this first sem...amin......
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