Half WAY!

I hate when people said thing half-way. I seriously hate everything in half-way condition. But then, I obviously half-way did my tele-novel. I cannot think straight, I cannot plan things properly. I stop half-way of everything lately. Is it a good thing? Is it a sign? I do not have any talent. :'(

This whole sem break, I felt lonely. I cannot breathe smoothly. I hate this feeling. I want my old self back. It isn't easy but at least the old me knew how to react boldly to anything against my will. New me? Keep hitting the sacks and doing NOthing.