Mara : Part 1

I hate meeting people formally and I might have unstable feeling towards the conversation with stranger in formality. Unfortunately for me, tomorrow I need to see people formally to ask for their generosity of  giving me some money [yes, some money instead of lotsa money!] for my studies preparation :p . Well, let's hope they won't read my blog because they will cut me into pieces once they know how I'm gonna spend once I've got that some money [evil laugh]. 

I know I have lotsa drama in life [real/fake life too]. I bet most of my supportive friends will agree that I love giving them such a drama lines such as 'Aku sedih sampai nak mati jek' but turn up later 'Aku happy sangat sebab dia bla..bla...'. Both statements came out in less than 30mins one after another. Well, now you know how much I love drama in my life. Try to figure out why I love my beautiful friends; they don't simply judge me without my attention, they just spill it out right to my face anytime! Oh, by saying this, I miss all of my friends... Especially my all-time favourite private BANK-friend; Linie, my all-time favourite private CONFESSION-friends;Sue and Ila, my all-time favourite private Naughty-friend;Zana, my all-time favourite Nagging-friend;Amoi. Ok, the ones who are not in those list, please don't cry and kick me off once you see me, you own special parts in my whole heart. You know who you are to me!

Getting back to my obvious point of entry now, I'm shaking like wow [ I avoid to say'hell' :p] right now! I wish I'm rich enough so that I don't have to apply for Mara loan at all but then, I'm not rich enough and I already spent thousands of bucks for my tuition fees. :(

Just pray that tomorrow will be all okay. SO, dear friends, please pray for me!

p/s: If you can read that I try my hardest to make entry in English to ensure that I make a good English conversation during my Future Class, InshaAllah. Well, the tutor/lecturers are all foreigner/non-Malays. Wish me luck!